Happy Birthday, Sir!

Today is Sir's birthday. We've had some unexpected expenses recently so I wasn't able to plan things the way I would've liked. However, I think things have gone pretty well. Friday night, we went to the AHS social. That was fun, as usual. We always have a good time at the socials. But then we were invited to a play party. It was a lot of fun, although a lot more intense than I expected, probably because we haven't really done very much kinky stuff lately. Our relationship, primarily because of the way things started, has always been a bit of a roller coaster. But lately things have been even more emotional. Just a lot of stress.

So when Sir had me tied to the spanking bench, I think he felt the need for a bit of an intense session. Things warmed up (pun intended) pretty quickly. He started just with his hands, but those weren't exactly love taps. I guess I didn't expect it because I started to feel a bit panicked. Then he moved on to various floggers and paddles. There were moments when I started to calm down a bit, but right about then he would change to a meaner toy or rev up the intensity of what he was doing. I just couldn't control myself, which was, after all, the point. I really lost it when he hit the bottom of my foot. I truly hate that and since I wasn't expecting it, I wasn't able to prepare myself. I started sobbing and even after he stopped the scene, it took quite a while for me to calm down. But it was a very cathartic experience. I have apparently needed that release for a while.

I still have little moments where I'm surprised at how pain can bring healing. It's interesting to have someone hit you with various evil toys, whisper filthy things in your ear and then want nothing more than to be in their arms. But that's exactly what I feel every time it happens.

At any rate, after the play party we came home and spent the rest of the weekend doing mildly kinky stuff. He made me fuck myself with a dildo for a while, after he put in my anal beads. Then later he tied me up and fucked me. Nothing major, but it was nice to get back to some kinky stuff. I think we've both missed it and hopefully it will continue.

Happy Birthday, Sir. I love you.